B3!nG R@t!0n@l!st

也许每个人都一样
到了某个年龄 某个阶段 彼此的认识就会开始碰触底线

许是巧合 许是缘分
走到这里 是属于远还是近
每个人用的度量衡不一样 即使一样 也测不出来

何必给自己画个框框 套个枷锁
 =)

第一次在上海吃那么浓郁的巧克力蛋糕　幸福　

某年某月某日某个地方某个晚上

也许是某个电视剧的某个小故事

有个小男生贴心的给手脚冰冷的小女生送上一杯热可可

她大大的眼睛望着脸颊也冻得红红的他

心里面除了感动　还是感动

浪漫地以为他会一辈子給她这种温暖

但其实那杯热可可不过是他的一种体贴　对任何人都会有的温柔

人生不也是这样吗

你以为理所当然的事　别人并不这样认为

你觉得荒唐的事　或许是别人的理所当然

出自真心的关怀　却被误为耍尽心计

玩尽手段的人　却往往被捧在手里　

也许到点即止　不仅仅适合用于武侠小说里的比武竞技

上海老码头－外马路

也许还年轻　也许经历的事情还很少

愤世嫉俗的那些事儿不适合我

但抱怨还是会有的

什么以德报怨的事情绝对不可能发生在我身上

我只想到以牙还牙

但　说的总比做得好听

“如果有只狗咬了你一口，难道你要去咬它？”

[不会，我会踢它]

“然后呢？”

[它会咬我，因为我一定不敢大力打它]

其实很喜欢沉溺在这世界，但这世界要用很多token

小时候 芙蓉人都是云顶的常客

但是我这个常客很不一样
别人到云顶 爸妈都会给孩子个五十一百 让他们换token
我爸妈很可爱 他们也给五十 但是是3个孩子 share五十
所以对我来说 那是个地方既陌生又熟悉的游乐场

前两天跟朋友疯狂地在上海的游乐场转了几圈
原来投篮、赛车、夹bearbear、打鼓、musicbox什么的可以那么好玩
也许 这是城市人的世外桃源

啤酒节

不知道为什么最近那么想喝酒
也许只是想打扮地漂漂亮亮 也许只是想去欣赏帅哥美女
也许只是想离开这郁闷的地方 也许这是逃离繁华城市的一种途径

别哭 我会疼你

原来上海秋天的特产是大闸蟹

原来大闸蟹那么小 而且有很多毛

原来我不会吃蟹 尤其是脚

原来蟹膏是雄蟹精囊的精子和器官的结合

原来这是我第一次自己一个人吃完一只蟹！

要坚强 =)

SHE强势回归啦！
终于要推出新专辑了 真是个惊喜连连的专辑
看专辑封面的时候 总觉得这专辑重点在卖关于温情啊友情的
 听了30秒的demo 觉得果然做了人妻就会变得少了点年少轻狂的激情
听了第一首歌曲后 我的天！SHE真的回来了！居然是一首快歌！

期待10月31日 要预购了！！



13el!eve

it's all abt F.A.I.T.H.

we have to believe tat
friendship can b forever
thr might b misunderstanding, arguing, fighting, prejudice, cold war in it.
but when yrs pass, all those unhappy things, somehow, gone.
becum nth but precious memories.

13179 ^.^

it's time to change : )

Growth comes with a price

i have no choice but keep moving
i m tough enuf for all these...

keep telling myself the same words
but in fact, i don't think i can work it out

mum called last night
i was trying not to tell her the things that i m suffering
but somehow,thr might b sum connection between us
she knew tat i was unhappy ,i can tell.

told her my problems n i make it seems easy to b settle
n she told me sumthing tat i must have learned b4 graduate

growth comes with a price =)

i used to b a talkative gal
i can tell all my secrets to me fren which ,for me,is trustworthy.
but somehow,growth comes with a price.
u can share all ur secrets or ur feelings,but ppl don't.
it's not the way to make frens anymore.

she told me a story ,a true story happens to my cousin.
she is smart n studying overseas ,in australia.
at the beginning,any1 seems to b nice n gentle,she was enjoying.
days after days,everythings changed.
her perfection in study brought her friendship to the end.
nothing but jealous ,which happens to be usual in uni life.
she was suffered,more than nth.
but she went through it!
she is a doctor now,with a blessful family.=)

you can't change the past,wat done is done.
but you can ruin the present by worrying about the future.

she is so lovely,always the best~isn't she? ^.^

make it easy and just like what my mom was trying to tell me last night,dun think so much!



be!nG em0+!0n@L

wat happened to me recently?
feel sad feel being betrayed feel being abandoned feel being boycott

aren't it stupid?
no 1 happens to be stick with u unless he/she is ur family

i tot we can b best fren forever
but wat's going on
i feel unsafe
i feel like u r trying to ignore me
izzit i m being too sensitive or wat?

i have no idea abt this
i feel like u r hiding sumthing behind me
i act like a noob n doing sum nonsense things intend to b 1 of u
but seems like no matter wat i did for this it's useless
i always not 1 of u

i feel unsafe n i wish to cry
but i have no idea whr to find a person for me to tell
i need to express all the bad feelings

i feel bored n i wish to go out for a breath

:'(

when life goes on obeying ur plans

I think too much and I put myself in a bad emotion

if this is the fact then i m pretty sure tat
yes,i really am in bad emotion recently,personally.

i think it's bcoz of friendship things?if not ,wat else?
i have not idea abt this~
anyway,i m trying to fixed it!
like ignoring those irritating heart feelings~
or refuse to have any connection with those irritating people~
but somehow~i m too sensitive in this kind of troubles~
seem like it's hard to keep away from it~
so,i think i have to face it!
BUT HOW? :(

been chat with chauee last whole night
chatting abt future plans
i thought i have made my plan perfectly
but after chatting with him
i found tat my plan was perfectly imperfect
thr's too much variable fact in it and we always happen to be lost
yes,it's teenagers' problems,not only u n me ~but all of us~

i used to have 2 plans b4 last night
plan 1 -get my scholarship for further study
plan 2 -work in singapore n save sum money for my NZ plan~after tat go bac msia ~
then...i found tat thr's a mistake,PLKN???

it's nice when u have a fren which is much more older than u n always b thr if u need any advice xD

he told me to go bac msia n try to get a work thr,
have to settle the PLKN things b4 i go on my study or wat else!
coz i dun think i wish to go PLKN when i m around my thirty~i could the oldest!xP
so tat's it!
plan 3 -go bac msia,work,PLKN,then only go on my plan 1 or 2.

he reminded me that plans never go smoothly as wat u planned,but life goes on.
it's like lost n found,every1 keep repeating this routine after they achieved their plans.
watever u plan,u will get lost after u work out ur 1rst plan.
so,nvr make ur plan too extrageous,u will nvr noe wat life plans for u :)

thx,chauee xuege,gud to have u here when i got lost.

hey,sunshine :)

夢は何ですか

每个站在十字路口的迷途羔羊

都会努力的寻找自己的方向

选对也好 选错也罢 路还是要走

 

チームいちご

她是个糊涂的女孩

他们是聪明又努力的三个男孩

 她没有任何的梦想

他们往心里明确的目标努力

她没自信

他们自视过高

机缘巧合四人组队参加了比赛

从一盘散沙到一团和气 

渐渐的

她找到了梦想

他们看见她的努力

从一知半解的基本知识到一气呵成的作品

为了达到梦想 他们彼此鞭策

努力向目标出发

每个故事都是虚构的
但不是每个故事都成功虏获人心
看过了一遍又一遍
总是想问自己同样的问题

私の夢　何

本当に先生せすか

全然分かりませんね

p/s: 剪头发并不代表失恋哦

=D

离家出走

曾几何时
每个小孩的脑袋瓜儿里或多或少都曾出现这个念头
但实践的 也许没几个
那实践的呢？

[离家出走] 这回事从不曾在我身边发生
小的时候总觉得
只有坏小孩才会这样做
总是想大大声地说我是乖小孩
当然不会加入坏小孩的行列

但令我诧异的是
这件事情居然在我当钟老师的最后一天发生了

课间休息 回到办公室
见老师们围着一堆行李议论纷纷
一个蓝色书包、一个大袋子、一个polo小行李箱

原来是一个9岁小男生离家出走了
背着大袋小袋走在路上被好心人看见
好心人替他把东西装进行李箱包装好 载他来学校
小男生在辅导处硬拉着好心人
说什么也要跟好心人回家
老师们也没辙了
通知父母，结果母亲很冷淡的只回了一封信息：我没有钱
老师们的说法是：别找我，这孩子我管不了养不起

原来小男生的父母离异，自己一个人寄居在阿姨家
阿姨也不曾给他好脸色，更别说三餐温饱
在家找不到的家庭温暖却在路边的一个好心人身上找到
置身处地，你们会如何？

当下，只有两个字能概括我的心情：心酸
能怎么办？我没有任何的经济能力，更不是小男生的任何人，能怎么帮？
小男生在班上一直很乖巧
他很喜欢逗我聊天
即使已经坐在第一排的位子他也很喜欢坐在我隔壁和我边说话边抄写
用很天真很可爱的很理所当然的问题把我攻死
一开始我以为他只是爱说话很八卦
现在才发现
他只是喜欢大人们的关心和疼爱

心里头充满着五味杂陈
能怎么样帮助他？
小嘉诚，最后一天上课也没有办法见到你，确实让我心里有点遗憾~

不管怎么样，还是希望你能平安健康快乐的成长~

乱七八糟的一群

上道德课的时候曾经学习

必须兄友弟恭

但在21世纪

这套早就行不通了

不打架不吵闹不生气不和好

怎么能称得上是朋友是兄弟姐妹?

哭过笑过超过闹过

才叫[青春]

my cousins

很庆幸我的童年有你们

这应该是今年最后一次碰面了吧？

9月要到了

kedah sabah 上海

stpm和spm也快到了

大家好像要各自回战场了

祝你们天天过得比小鸟更快乐

我们新年见^ ^

k!d's D!@rY 3

孩子们说的话

总是出人意表

简简单单的一句话却那么的扣人心弦

越简单的道理 越容易被忽略
越容易发现的事情 越容易被隐藏

有些事 浅而易明

有些人 用了一辈子的时间也猜不透

有些事 复杂繁琐

有些人 却一会儿就解决了

总是在岁月增长的过程中迷失了自己

回到最天真的世界

找回会纯真的想法

从直率的言语中

领略真诚的源头

Aishiwini

这是后面班的孩子

成绩不优越 低空飞过 但一直都很用功很努力

她问了我一个很有趣但意味深长的问题

'老师,为什么考差了要被妈妈打?'

'你考得很好啊,不用担心!没有人会打你'
'那为什么xx说会被妈妈打，考得差就要打的啊？为什么！'

'你妈妈没有打过你?'
'没有!我考差的话,会骂我!我不明白为什么要打?'

'没有打你们那很好啊!'
'我们妈妈不打我们的,只会亲我们，抱我们，很疼我们!'

一则感恩她有疼爱她的家人

二则开心她有勇气说出不明白的事情

三则为欣慰她是个重视朋友的孩子

鞭打孩子似乎已经成为亚洲人填鸭式教学的辅助方式了

这是一种世代相传的‘育儿必备秘籍’

可是

难免会在想

打了，真的有用吗？

kID's d!@rY 2

this is AWESOME

i nvr ever think tat  will b a teacher 1 a day

not even once

being a teacher was probably a dream in my childhood

since it's the ONLY occupation we know about

anyway

i m temporary a part time teacher in peihua sjk(c) recently

what impress me most is those hyperactive students

HORRIBLE n TERRIBLE = =

u will nvr wish to teach them u  could make the choice

but for me ..this is a fantastic memory!

i enjoy my time with all of u

n i hope u do ^^

i m back from a 1 day trip in malacca

with all of the standard 5 students

these are my cutie team members 

never out of my sight xD

1 of the teacher

seldom talk with her but seems like she is a nice person ^^

they insist to take a photo with me 

especially the naughty boy beside me 

he is talkative, yet,  hyperactive

the only photo with my team member 

thr's more ,of course,but not with me,not in my camera

1 of the teacher

a nice guy either 

not even those student feel tat he is strict, me, either

xD

i m having a great time 

so do u guys ,i supposed.

^,^

Pratiban & zi cong

both of them form the dinosaur island (3Y)

hyperactive, lazy, but they have tried their best to learn

they insist to b my bodyguard on the way to my car from the office

after their "incredible & unbelievable & impossible mission" 

they requested to take a photo with my kelisa 

i have no idea about this = =

yet, i enjoy my summer break 

hw about others,i wondered.

=)