B3!nG R@t!0n@l!st

也许每个人都一样
到了某个年龄 某个阶段 彼此的认识就会开始碰触底线

许是巧合 许是缘分
走到这里 是属于远还是近
每个人用的度量衡不一样 即使一样 也测不出来

何必给自己画个框框 套个枷锁
 =)

第一次在上海吃那么浓郁的巧克力蛋糕　幸福　

某年某月某日某个地方某个晚上

也许是某个电视剧的某个小故事

有个小男生贴心的给手脚冰冷的小女生送上一杯热可可

她大大的眼睛望着脸颊也冻得红红的他

心里面除了感动　还是感动

浪漫地以为他会一辈子給她这种温暖

但其实那杯热可可不过是他的一种体贴　对任何人都会有的温柔

人生不也是这样吗

你以为理所当然的事　别人并不这样认为

你觉得荒唐的事　或许是别人的理所当然

出自真心的关怀　却被误为耍尽心计

玩尽手段的人　却往往被捧在手里　

也许到点即止　不仅仅适合用于武侠小说里的比武竞技

上海老码头－外马路

也许还年轻　也许经历的事情还很少

愤世嫉俗的那些事儿不适合我

但抱怨还是会有的

什么以德报怨的事情绝对不可能发生在我身上

我只想到以牙还牙

但　说的总比做得好听

“如果有只狗咬了你一口，难道你要去咬它？”

[不会，我会踢它]

“然后呢？”

[它会咬我，因为我一定不敢大力打它]

其实很喜欢沉溺在这世界，但这世界要用很多token

小时候 芙蓉人都是云顶的常客

但是我这个常客很不一样
别人到云顶 爸妈都会给孩子个五十一百 让他们换token
我爸妈很可爱 他们也给五十 但是是3个孩子 share五十
所以对我来说 那是个地方既陌生又熟悉的游乐场

前两天跟朋友疯狂地在上海的游乐场转了几圈
原来投篮、赛车、夹bearbear、打鼓、musicbox什么的可以那么好玩
也许 这是城市人的世外桃源

啤酒节

不知道为什么最近那么想喝酒
也许只是想打扮地漂漂亮亮 也许只是想去欣赏帅哥美女
也许只是想离开这郁闷的地方 也许这是逃离繁华城市的一种途径

别哭 我会疼你

原来上海秋天的特产是大闸蟹

原来大闸蟹那么小 而且有很多毛

原来我不会吃蟹 尤其是脚

原来蟹膏是雄蟹精囊的精子和器官的结合

原来这是我第一次自己一个人吃完一只蟹！

要坚强 =)

SHE强势回归啦！
终于要推出新专辑了 真是个惊喜连连的专辑
看专辑封面的时候 总觉得这专辑重点在卖关于温情啊友情的
 听了30秒的demo 觉得果然做了人妻就会变得少了点年少轻狂的激情
听了第一首歌曲后 我的天！SHE真的回来了！居然是一首快歌！

期待10月31日 要预购了！！



13el!eve

it's all abt F.A.I.T.H.

we have to believe tat
friendship can b forever
thr might b misunderstanding, arguing, fighting, prejudice, cold war in it.
but when yrs pass, all those unhappy things, somehow, gone.
becum nth but precious memories.

13179 ^.^

it's time to change : )

Growth comes with a price

i have no choice but keep moving
i m tough enuf for all these...

keep telling myself the same words
but in fact, i don't think i can work it out

mum called last night
i was trying not to tell her the things that i m suffering
but somehow,thr might b sum connection between us
she knew tat i was unhappy ,i can tell.

told her my problems n i make it seems easy to b settle
n she told me sumthing tat i must have learned b4 graduate

growth comes with a price =)

i used to b a talkative gal
i can tell all my secrets to me fren which ,for me,is trustworthy.
but somehow,growth comes with a price.
u can share all ur secrets or ur feelings,but ppl don't.
it's not the way to make frens anymore.

she told me a story ,a true story happens to my cousin.
she is smart n studying overseas ,in australia.
at the beginning,any1 seems to b nice n gentle,she was enjoying.
days after days,everythings changed.
her perfection in study brought her friendship to the end.
nothing but jealous ,which happens to be usual in uni life.
she was suffered,more than nth.
but she went through it!
she is a doctor now,with a blessful family.=)

you can't change the past,wat done is done.
but you can ruin the present by worrying about the future.

she is so lovely,always the best~isn't she? ^.^

make it easy and just like what my mom was trying to tell me last night,dun think so much!



be!nG em0+!0n@L

wat happened to me recently?
feel sad feel being betrayed feel being abandoned feel being boycott

aren't it stupid?
no 1 happens to be stick with u unless he/she is ur family

i tot we can b best fren forever
but wat's going on
i feel unsafe
i feel like u r trying to ignore me
izzit i m being too sensitive or wat?

i have no idea abt this
i feel like u r hiding sumthing behind me
i act like a noob n doing sum nonsense things intend to b 1 of u
but seems like no matter wat i did for this it's useless
i always not 1 of u

i feel unsafe n i wish to cry
but i have no idea whr to find a person for me to tell
i need to express all the bad feelings

i feel bored n i wish to go out for a breath

:'(

when life goes on obeying ur plans

I think too much and I put myself in a bad emotion

if this is the fact then i m pretty sure tat
yes,i really am in bad emotion recently,personally.

i think it's bcoz of friendship things?if not ,wat else?
i have not idea abt this~
anyway,i m trying to fixed it!
like ignoring those irritating heart feelings~
or refuse to have any connection with those irritating people~
but somehow~i m too sensitive in this kind of troubles~
seem like it's hard to keep away from it~
so,i think i have to face it!
BUT HOW? :(

been chat with chauee last whole night
chatting abt future plans
i thought i have made my plan perfectly
but after chatting with him
i found tat my plan was perfectly imperfect
thr's too much variable fact in it and we always happen to be lost
yes,it's teenagers' problems,not only u n me ~but all of us~

i used to have 2 plans b4 last night
plan 1 -get my scholarship for further study
plan 2 -work in singapore n save sum money for my NZ plan~after tat go bac msia ~
then...i found tat thr's a mistake,PLKN???

it's nice when u have a fren which is much more older than u n always b thr if u need any advice xD

he told me to go bac msia n try to get a work thr,
have to settle the PLKN things b4 i go on my study or wat else!
coz i dun think i wish to go PLKN when i m around my thirty~i could the oldest!xP
so tat's it!
plan 3 -go bac msia,work,PLKN,then only go on my plan 1 or 2.

he reminded me that plans never go smoothly as wat u planned,but life goes on.
it's like lost n found,every1 keep repeating this routine after they achieved their plans.
watever u plan,u will get lost after u work out ur 1rst plan.
so,nvr make ur plan too extrageous,u will nvr noe wat life plans for u :)

thx,chauee xuege,gud to have u here when i got lost.

hey,sunshine :)